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Happy Birthday,Medina.

2006-12-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

Dearest Medina,

So..you're finally fourteen huh? Well,I know you're happy and feeling extremely over the top but Im here to do my duties.to take you back exactly one year ago...
It started back then when you were the shyest girl in class.You sat at the back,never raised your hands and never did what you wanted to do.You say to yourself every single day 'I'm going to face today with confidence'.But in the end,you just tend to..fade and melt away.Face it honey,you're turning fifteen next year and this time around I want you to do whatever you have in mind.In my heart,I know you're an emotionally strong girl.You face things/obstacles without shedding a tear.Yes,physically,you're not Pochahontas.You can't run and you can't carry tables.But inside you're strong.But why do you shrink away.This year you had so many opportunities.You made the school cheerleading squad.You gave your best at the auditions.But after a while,you quit.With no apparent reason.Don't blame your heart,Medina.Because you know it so well that it was never your heart who told you to quit.You quit because you *felt* like you can't go through it.Lemme tell you something.ts tough and things wont always go your way.You have to work your ass off to get your dreams.Put your heart and soul into and you will soon see how easy it can be.So this time 'round I want you to give it your all in everything you do.Stand up for yourself.Go out there and shine because I know you can.Medina,I know that deep inside *you* know that you're a bright,beautiful girl.Exude confidence.Make people sit up and take notice of you when you enter the room.Smile.Potray happiness,class and sophistication.Get your head into it.Do it for yourself.Speak up.Hold your head up high.Stand straight.You know you can.You *know* it.And now,you have to believe it.Just believe.If you can dream,surely you can make that dream come true.You want to be a model? Get an agent.Work on your poses.Sitting on the couch every Monday watching ANTM isn't gonna take you to Paris Fashion Week.You want to be an actress? Get over your fears.Attend acting classes.Go for castings.Sitting on the couch gawking at Nicole Kidman's interview isn't gonna take you to Hollywood.You have what it takes but you gotta believe in yourself.Because right now,you're not believing in yourself and you have to.People are'nt gonna support you all the way but once you're at the top,you'll remember all the people who didnt give you a chance.So make next year the most wonderful *and* fulfilling year of your entire life.Its about time.Happy Birthday,Medina.

With love,
Your Voice Within.

Birthday Wishlist 2006

2006-12-03T02:09:00.000-08:00

15 more days til' my birthday! I'm not asking for presents but you know,if Prince William happens to stumble into this website...and into this post...
Who knows? Here are the wishlist your highness..

-Jordi Labanda notebook,Large @ Isetan,KLCC
-Fancy Pen,rm7.90 @ Memory Lane
-Book Vouchers @ Borders
-'Curious' the fragrance by Britney Spears @ SaSa
-Paris Hilton the fragrance @ the perfume shop,1 Utama
-'Future Sex/Love Sounds' Cd by Justin Timberlake @ Tower Records,KLCC
-Clothes Voucher from Body Glove @ The Curve
-Clothes Voucher from Roxy @ MidValley
-Clothes Voucher from the JeansBar @ Isetan,KLCC
-Clothes Voucher from Zara @ KLCC
-Bad Gal Lash mascara by Benefit @ Metrojaya,Megamall
-Purse by Lulu Guinness @ Isetan,KLCC
-Accessory voucher from Axxezz @ KLCC
-Charmbracelet @ i'll take any charmbracelet.
-'Seventeen' magazine subscription.
-Escada fragrance @ theperfumeshop.
-Wristpurse by Loop @ Metrojaya,Mid Valley.
-Stationery.enough said.
'The Glamorous Life' (or something like that) Calendar @ MPH.

I guess that's pretty much it.Hahahha...I'm not having high hopes though.

Mwahh
_*diena*_

Respeito

2006-12-03T01:33:00.000-08:00

I've been living for fourteen years and during that time,I have read and I have seen how people react towards things.I can't help but to say publicly,maybe if we had a little more respect towards other citizens maybe we can make this country and this world a better place to live in.Just a few weeks back,I saw in Ikea a family consisting of the parents,the daughter and the little baby.They were having their lunch when the mother suddenly stood up and placed the baby on the table.She then (with muka selamba) changed the baby's diaper.I mean,come on lady,where are your senses? Where are your manners? Its a public place where people enjoy food and you had to change the baby there.Please,have some respect.Maybe,you're tired but thats no reason to interrupt the harmony.We are living in a well-educated country.Please,be civic minded.Just a little.And use your common sense which I'm sure you have.Respect.

Another common faux pas we Malaysians tend to make is cutting q's.Imagine,you've been lining up for more than an hour when suddenly some bloody shopper comes up in front of you and places her items on the counter.Please,to those of you who have done this before,please don't do it again.Its really rude,unrespectful and downright annoying.Treat others as you want to be treated.Respect.

On the rode,please do not simply park your car and talk on the phone.Especially at corners where accidents are prone to happen.Don't just park your car there.Its dangerous and idiotic at the same time.Park your car at the side where it is a lot safer for you and other drivers.And give way.I'm not saying you have to give way to every single car,just give way to those who desperately need it.Last but not least,if you are a slow driver,keep to the left.Its not nice to have people waiting behind you just because you're having a Sunday cruise.Be a responsible driver.Have patience.Be respectful.

Racism.This is the worst scenario.Don't insult other races unless you're talking among yourselves.Meaning,if there's a Chinese guy at the table,don't go on babbling on how you hate Chinese food.If there's a Malay,for example,don't keep on saying how you hate their movies unless of course,Ms.Malay Girl brought up the subject.Even so,just say 'Yea.That's right'.Don't go extreme on your opinions.Respect other races and religions.Don't say things that may hurt the Christians if you're a Muslim.And vice versa (this applies on ALL religions).Yes,sometimes we go like 'Arrgh! That stupid (insert race here)!' But that's no reason to bitch about the race to your friend (who happens to be in the same race).Note that not everybody acts that way.And when your son says his bestfriend is an Indian (and you're Chinese),don't say something insulting.Its not nice.At all.We are citizens of the Earth.We live under the same skies.We are just humans.No matter what our skin colour is and no matter what religion we are in,we are all humans.We're all equal.Just so you know,my bestfriend's Chinese and I turned out alright.Don't insult.Don't bitch.Don't hate.Have respect.

Have Respect.Its not that hard.

_*mwahh*_
diena

Chocolate-Covered Strawberries

2006-11-22T05:02:00.000-08:00

Heyy,sorry I have'nt been posting for so long.Its just that I've been pretty preoccupied during the holidays.I finally cleaned my room.While doing so,I found all my books,clothes and etc from my childhood days.It was really amazing how much I have changed throughout the years.And I found some childhood photos.To see me in those photos made me realise what a lucky person I am.I mean,yes,my life has not been perfect but comparing it to some other people,I think my life couldnt get better than this.but I had to throw most of the items out cos' they're taking up so much space! I took all my Hilary Duff posters and Harry Potter posters down making the walls pretty bare.I do have an idea of how my room interior would be.The colour theme is pink and green.Yes,yes,I know what you're thinking "'Green and Pink??? What is she mad??!?'".No worries,I know what I'm doing and I think its gonna look pretty fine.What else,I've started studying (well,if you consider doing English exercises one page a day 'studying').But not that much,really.I'm more focused on studying and learning make-up and fashion.I guess I'm more interested in them.I might take-up dancing next month and that's about it.I'm watching 'Step-Up' tomorrow and I'm really looking forward to 'James Bond:Casino Royale'.In supporting the local industry,I've got exclusive passes to 'The Red-Kebaya' and 'Cinta'.So urm...that's pretty much all i've got to do this month.

P.S.I'm compiling all my short-stories in one book called 'Chocolate-Covered Strawberries'.So,I'm working on that too.

Mwahh!
-diena-

Sincere Apology

2006-11-22T04:54:00.000-08:00

To Celyn,if you are reading this post right here..

My heartiest apologies for the past mistakes.I know I have done wrong but I honestly did not do it intentionally.Somehow,I was just being the silly person that I am and it didnt come across to me that I was hurting you.I just want you to know that you're suuch an amazing person and you don't have to change for anyone.I really look up to you and I have a huge respect for you.I really hope that this won't affect our friendship and anyway.No matter how much in common I have with other people,at the end of the day,its you whom I trust and truly believe in.So,once again,I'm sorry and I now know better...I'm sorry and I apologise from the bottom of my heart.

xoxo,
-diena-

Tres Chic

2006-10-31T05:23:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry I haven't been updating in a while.Its not that I'm busy,its just that I've been lazy.Oh well,my Eid this year was'nt as horrid as the past years.Everybody knows I'd gladfully celebrate Eid with my Daddy's family.They're just so much better and more fun.I'm not being mean or anything but that's how I really feel about my family.So,we went to Malacca town and spent a few days there.I loved the hotel.I mean,I've always loved hotels.They are magnificient buildings created by God for humans on earth.The room was sooooo comfy.The eiderdown pillows felt so good when I rested my head on them.My granny (the one I like) happenned to be in Malacca as well! I spent time with her and that really made my day.Across the hotel was a local mall.It was realold and tattered with paints chipping of its wall.But I went inside anyway because I needed a dose of McDonalds and there was one inside.And then,there was this store.This store that looked and was a very la-la kinda store.A kind I'd never put my foot into not because I'm snobbish or anything but because I don't really like the style.But my mom wanted to check it out and pulled me in.The clothes? Yes,when horrifyingly mismatched,looked horrid.Especially on the mannikins.But when looked at the clothing items close one-by-one,it isn;t bad.Truth be told,it isn't bad at all!!! There was a lace skirt in black which was worn by a mannikin that paired with striped leggings.It looked horrid.But when I took the skirt and held it on its own,and then paired it with black heels,white shirt,and pearls,it looked really Chanel and sophisticated.Same goes to a short sweater.My mom held it up with slimming black pants and it looked really chic.Tres chic.So I guess,its not really about the clothes appearance but its how you wear it.End of story.

Mwahh,
-*diena*-

High Flyer

2006-10-17T10:05:00.000-07:00

Exams finised.Yeap.Its allll done.I'm kinda free right now so you know.I'm working on my room.Its been tat way for so long so I tought I'd re-decorate it to make it a little more me.Heheee..What else.So my I tink I flunked my Englis paper cos my essay was too sort.Math was suprisingly easier than I tought it would be.Sivics was te worst! Its stupid.Asking me about the government.As if I actually care to know.So anyways..I'm like really dreading Raya this year.Oh well,I regret Raya every year! But I got a really cute dress from my dad so I suppose tat ought to count for something,no? Starting my holidays tomorrow.I guess I'm kinda appy bout that part.But I'll miss my friends so much.Really! I have to go shopping.Yeah..The doctor said if I don't do so in one week,I may not make it.Hehe..Its a fact.I girl needs to shop.I guess that all this week.Later!

Mwahh,
_*diena*_

P/S If I can't update soon,Lemme take this chance to wish all Muslims across the globe a very Happy Hari Raya.If any of these updates offended anyones feelings,I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart.And Happy Deepavali to all Hindus and Indians everywhere!

Beautifully Broken

2006-09-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

So..this week has been really unpredictable.First,it was horrid.But then,came the middle part of it,it started to look up.I passed my Geography test.My diet has been noticed and stuff like that.Finals are drawing closer and I'm finding it hard to focus on my studies.Especially maths.Why oh why cant we just take the English exams.I mean whats the use of me learning geometry and circles when I just want to be a model?? And why must I learn Stability when all I went to do is work in 'Escada'? what's the point of learning about support systems if I want to get a degree in Performing Arts? Why should I learn anodes and cathodes if I just want to do runway? Honestly,the government sometimes.On the other hand,my friend's sister asked me if I could be her petsis.At a first thought,I wanted to say no.But then again..i thought,why not? After all,she is a sweet little girl.Suppose that's all I have to say this week.Its been really plain.The fasting month has begun and I can't fast cos of my feminine reasons.Periods.Go figure.

Mwahxx
_*Diena*_

P.S Happy Fasting and Happy Celebrating this holy month of Ramadhan to all Muslims across the globe!!!

La Bella Marciano Provencale

2006-09-17T11:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry I've not been posting much.Been through a lot lately.I've got a horrid cough,my foot got stung by a little bee and my family thinks Im anorexic.To top it all off,I've got my Finals coming.Yeah,like,Damn right?The coughs have been absolutely horrid.I woke up at like,4 am in the morning barely able to breathe.I've never been the best when it comes to sickness.So,dramatically,I thought I was dying.Then the next day I came back from school,sat at the dinner table,and someone says,'Diena,you look anorexic'.Like,seriously!! If I was I wouldnt BE at the dinner table.Last but not least,I went to the kitchen,stepped on a bloody little bee.And someone asks me "does it hurt much??".Damn.People these days.Right now,I can't afford to go shopping cos of exams.Stupid finals.Anywho,I'm saving money to get some cosmetics after the finals.I need a compact powder ti get rid of shine,a clear mascara cos I can barely see my eyelashes and a lipgloss cos I look bland in pictures without em.What else..last week has partially good though.Urmm..and that bloody girl stared at me.Damn creepy.Electrical I tell you.No wonder my sister accepted her in the first place.That's about it.I'll try to post more kayh.

Mwahxx..
_*Diena*_

Stand Up For Love

2006-09-04T19:36:00.000-07:00

One of my favourite songs.And one of the most meaningful.Thought I'd share it with you guys out there..

[Beyoncé]
There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such troubled times
And every child that reaches out for someone to hold
For one moment they become my own
And how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on
When every second with every minute another soul is gone

[Chorus]
And I believe that in my life I will see (ooh yeah)
An end to hopelessness or giving up of suffering
And we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up and hear me sing
Stand up for love

[Kelly]
I'm inspired and hopeful each and every day
That's how I know that things are gonna change
So how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on
When every second with every minute another soul is gone

[Chorus]
And I believe
That in my life I will see
An end to hopelesness of giving up of suffering
And we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up for love

[Michelle]
And it all starts right here
And it starts right now
One person stand up there
And the rest will follow
For all the forgotten
For all the unloved
I'm gonna sing this song

[Chorus]
And I believe that in my life I will see
An end to hopelessness of giving up of suffering
If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
Stand up for life
Stand up and sing
Stand up for love
For love

Earth,Wind and Running Noses

2006-08-25T20:54:00.000-07:00

I sit here,in this cold,chilly Friday evening.I sit here pondering if I should feel guilty of my recent actions.Oh well.I suppose today has been quiet,simple,fun-less,demanding and damp.And its the last weekday before school reopens.Cant wait to see the bitches and beauty queens in school again.But then,gone were the days when these hair flew free,these lips pouted with gloss and these hand held the phone.Its these things that make you feel that life was worth living.I'm so gonna miss the times where I sleep late talking to them and woke up late because of the prince charming in my dreams.Powerless.You can't control these things..can you?

Mommy called to say that Aunt J has gone into labour.But its their side of the family and we all know how much I hate them.So..when she delivered the news my tone of voice was just..flat.I can't help it if I hate them.Im sorry.After reading this,you're probably thinking that I'm a conceited,stuck-up and unthankful.Well,I don't care.Its my life and unfortunately I hate them.I love Daddy's side of the family a lot more.Don't get me wrong,I love Mommy.Its the others that I can't stand.Unfortunately,Mommy is a family person.I don't blame her.So,just now she seemed a bit upset with my response.All I can say now is..I'm sorry that I act this way.But this is me.Deal with it okay.I wish that they can accept me as a growing teenager.And around this time of my life,its only normal that I feel rebellious,no??
Oui.

Mwahxxness and hugs,
_*Diena*_

Playing The Field

2006-08-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hey hey..Here I am,in front of the computer typing away when I really should be working on my lab report.Sigh..what is it with teachers and reports??Honestly.So,anyways..last friday was the last day of school before a short break of one week.I don't think its a 'holiday' given to students so that we can rest.Its more like a whole week of nothingness so we can finish our bloody school work.Oh well,what can I do.Last friday I went to the dinner of appreciation or farell or whatever you call it in KLGCC.Kinda cool actually if he did'nt do the slideshow and my face was in public.Other than that,the slideshow was kinda good.But the end message was funny.'I hope you guys live happily and will always be there for me..' or something like that.Hehh.What else..urmm,yea.I went shopping with daddy and stepmom last Sunday (its wednesday now).I bought two shoes,a topshop bottom,a padini skirt,and a tee from esprit.Spent around $500 I think.

Some people have been asking whats my relationship status.I mean,the current status.I have to say,I'm still single and definitely not looking for commitment.I enjoy flirting with people..(no,I'm not a tease).Its okay to stay single and its even better to play hard-to-get.When you're as young as fourteen,having a real boyfriend seens a bit uhh..unfree.I mean imagine : You're a fourteen year old and you have a boyfriend and you're in a relationship with commitment.And suddenly you spot a total gorgeous-almost-a-Brad Pitt-lookalike.He happenned to like you.But you can't just dump your old boyfriend.Thats too mean.And so you let Brad Pitt go.But if you're just 'seeing' a guy,then you won't feel the pressure of being a btrayer cos you both know that you're just seeing each other.So..you can go for Brad Pitt too.See?

-mwahxx-

_*diena*_

Bliss

2006-08-07T10:38:00.000-07:00

So..I mean,my life or anybody's life can't always be perfect,no? Test results are not really that good.Yea,okay so I got A++ for my English but that's only one subject.My mother-tongue,however,failed to impress me.My science knowledge gave me an A and so did my Geography test.But,honestly,why would anyone wanna know what Australians eat? Or why Japan has the right amount of people? My history paper gave me a frown on my face.Like,why would I wanna learn about dead people?? But my maths gave me a feeling of bliss.I got a C but heyy,after all the D's,having a C felt like having an A! Hehexx..What else,yea,that day I skipped class.And the teacher found out!! I could almost get out of it if it was'nt because of that fucking bitch who decided not to back me up.Like,she's my friend! Its one class.We should always back each other up.But then,the other girls who I barely talk to was on my side and that made me realise that even though they're always blacklisted and tey never do their work,they're good friends and they're loyal.So,I got out of it,thanks to Michelle and Farah.Last but not least,national day is coming up and class decorating competition is up.I'm pretty in charge and I'm quite happy bout' it.At least I can go shopping.Even if its just for flags.

Mwahxx..
_*Diena*_

Cheer 2006

2006-07-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

The cheer season ended on the 2nd of July.Yeshh..the wedding was cancelled at the last minute so I went to support both Xavier and Adele squads with Celyn and Jenna.
The show was amzing,as usual.I mean,last year I went but I did'nt have any cheerleader in particular to support.Now I have everyone to support.Celyn and I practically shouted everyone's name.From 'I love you Michelle' to 'I love Imani' to 'Go Yashmiera' and 'I love you Adele'.We went pretty zonked out,really.Grabbed a couple of pictures too.Hurm..then Adele performed.No matter what the others say,to me,Adele performed great.I mean,the 'Pump It' part was the most anticipated 'Pump It' part.Everybody loved that part.Then,it was Xavier's turn to shake their thang.Amazing routine as well.But in the end,Xavier won the 'Clean and Clear Merit Award' for their clean routine.They deserved top 3,but you can't win it all.Adele got the 'Best Dressed' title for their simple and cheery yellow and black uniform.I mean,the cheerleaders were dissapointed for not getting any title,but they're still young and from what the school can see,all the cheerleaders had great potential.Adele was also the only Junior Team that had won an award.This is not including 'Anchorz' who won best newcomer.All in all,CBN sent 2 teams,and both teams had not come home with empty hands.To Adele and Xavier,we will always support and cheer you on!

Mwahxx
_*Diena*_

Pirates of the Caribbean

2006-07-12T19:31:00.000-07:00

Whee~~~~ Captain Jack Is Back!!! And so are the three hotties of Pirates of the Caribbean! This time around,the gorgeous,mesmerizing and tottaly kissable Captain Jack is back and boy,is he in trouble.Apparently,he has to find the Dead's Man's Chest.And to find the chest,he has to find the key that opens the chest.The movie opens by showing the gorgeous Elizabeth Swann potrayed by Brit actress Keira Knightley,in the rain in her wedding dress waiting for her fiance,Will Turner,acted by the oh-so beautiful Orlando Bloom.And then...they both got arrested for doing a so-called crime.Tralalala...Will had to find Jack Sparrow in order to free the love of his life.From there,he has to and settle some business with Davey Jones (Bill Nighy) on behalf of Jack Sparrow in order to get that thing from Jack Sparrow in the first place.Pretty confusing,huh? Well,lets just say,Will got himself in a trouble-chain.Elizabeth, on the other hand,was worried about Will and set off to find him on her own.All in all,the characters have changed (in a good way).Jack Sparrow showed signs of fear (for the first time),Will came out of his shadow and Elizabeth ditched her corsets and fans for swords.The movie,once again was a brilliant Johnny Depp movie.He mastered the silver screen.The trio was impressive,all the while looking gorgeous and very much kissable.

Who's Back In Town?

2006-06-17T16:32:00.000-07:00

Guess who's back in town..! Celyn!! Whee~~ The girl decided to make a comeback to CBN!! Hehehe..Luv Ya babe.So..yea.I think I made through one week without her.I mean,I get lonely.But the girls who I rarely talk to,they come up to me just to ask if I'm okay.They've been really nice and I really appreciate it.Urmm..celebrated Celyn's birthday in school on the 14th.Simple affair.Hurmm..on another note,I've decided to let go of HIM.I have to because HIM and I? It ain't gonna happen.I've let love pass by me so many times just because of HIM.Now,I've deleted his phone number,his messages..everything.After all this,I just want him to know that he will never find a girl who loves him more than I did.

Got back my exam marks.Its not really impressive but what's done is done.I wished I studied harder.Guess I have to accept those 70's and 80's and even 40's huh? My title of English Princess is now taken over by Farah.Congrats to her.No hard feelings of course! My History marks were'nt that bad.I got an A.Kinda proud of it too!! Somehow,I think my life will be smooth sailing for the moment.Hope it will.

Last but not least,HER.God!! What is it with her and other people's marks?? She thinks that she's the best and she just cannot accept the fact that someone else might be better than her.Every single bloody time I score a mark higher than her,she goes like 'Oh,you must be proud of yourself',"Diena -BANGGA_ la tu,dapat higher than me..".Like,excuse me!! So what if I got higher than you? So what if Im proud of myself? Its not like I go around telling people and being a show-off.I keep my pride.Geddit? I don't show it.Why? Because I know better than to go around telling people how smart I am.And oh,doesn't she just loooooovvveeee to look down on people.She just looovvvee thinking that the east-coasters can't get any A's.Damn!! One more frustration : She goes on and on saying 'jokingly' how thankful she is because my Maths marks are lower than hers.She keeps saying that I'm her mega-competiton.Let me get it straight,Im NOT looking for a competitor or a competition to compete in/with! Please...I know you're smart,and as a friend,I do care about you and I do love you.But,sometimes,I just feel like strangling you.

Mwahxxess,

_*Diena*_

Overprotected and Overprotection

2006-06-06T21:26:00.000-07:00

Hola! Im depressed.Like,really depressed.I know Im the only child and the only girl but sometimes,sometimes people grow up.When people grow up,they become INDEPENDANT.Its like,all I want is to have a sleepover at a friend.Just a sleepover.And they have to interrogate me,like,like Im a criminal.Its just a damn sleepover.I mean,Im fourteen.Im going to turn fifteen for god's sake! They protect me like hell,then they keep on telling me how independant they were when they were younger.I just want to be like everybody else.They sleepover at their friends every other night.They shop alone all the time.They even go on holidays together.But me? No.I was always the 'Good Girl'.The 'Little Angel'.Come on,soon Im gonna be 20 and Im getting my own place.I know they love me.I know they want the best for me.But what about what I want? Sigh.Like just now,if I did'nt INSIST that I was gonna be okay,they won't let me go.This heart,this heart right here,wishes that it would be set free.

Loves..
_*Diena*_

Let Me Let Go

2006-05-27T14:03:00.000-07:00

Hey hey..Exam week just finished!! So..we're heading for a two-weeks holidayyy.Exams was okay I suppose.I only got 46 for my Maths.I cried and I cried but damn it,what's done is done right? Yesterday was the last day of school and it was probably the bestest day since school started in January.There weree like no rules at all y'know.People bringing cameras,gameboys and me not putting my hair up!

On another note,Celyn got her scholarship and yesterday was her last day in CBN.She deserves that scholarship.She worked hard for it and trying to stop her from going will be very selfish of me.I'll support her no matter what! We cried a lot yesterday.I cried my whole heart out in the bathroom cubicle.Prayed for her then I came out feeling a whole lot better.After that 2B had a heart-2-heart session.I meant before that.Everybody cried.We told everybody our problems and we helped each other.We're a big,happy,dyfunctional family..!! Jenna's leaving too.Huhu..so sad but if it makes her happy.Then why not.

Before going back we took lotsa pics using Izzati's camera.Poor her,had to deal with us! Me and Nana let down our hair and posed like nobody's business.Hey,when else can you do that,right?? We took class pics,self-indulging pics,and I took lotsa pics with my Celyn!! Wahaha! Ooohh we had fun~~!! By the way,Michelle made Captain for ADELE Squad of CBN! Yes,Michelle Sarah! Im so damn proud of her.Like,only God knows how happy I am for her! Imani made Co-Captain.You girls deserved it y'know! Love ya gurls!

So,I guess I won't be seeing 2B for quite a while.Oh well,I miss you guys already!!

Mwahxxxxx!!!!!!!!! Love lots!!!!!!!!

_*diena*_

Dullness Reigns

2006-05-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

Ellow..Nothing much this week really.Its been pretty boring lately.Except for 1 thing.My family's constant nagging.Its like..Oh my god! They just love to nag! Im not getting skinnier.I only lost 5 kg's.Not That much really.Its not like Im not eating at all!! I am.Not that much..but I do eat.And Im fine.Im not gonna get sing and my collarbones are not as deep as my swimming pool!!!! Honestly..this whole thing with my eating habit is'nt that big of a deal.!.Yea..so I realised that my friends don't trust me as much as they used to.Some say that Im too childish and gedik.Fine..I do try to grow up.I just can't!! And im not harming anyone.Am I??? I don't know.And I don't give a damn anyways.Tomorrow..Celyns getting her braces off!! Yeayy!! Nothing much really..I hope people will sort out their problems..

..Mwahxx..
--diena--

Set It Free

2006-04-28T07:52:00.000-07:00

Oh my god.What a week.More like what a month! So many things happenned that I have no idea where to start.But I think I'll start with Monday.I learned that my darling Puppy may be changing school and to me..at first it was very devastating! But then it was for a music scholarship.It was for her future! I love her as a friend,sister,bestie...I can't stop myself from crying everytime I think of it.I mean Im going to miss her sooooo much.She's like a sister I never had.What am I going to do without her? She was always so supportive in every single thing I do and she always had confident in me.She was always there to comfort me.She never looked down on me.Even when I said I wanted to be an actress.But another part of me,wants her to go so badly.Because I know my Puppy deserves the best and I just want the best for her and if she gets the scholarship,her future will be a lot brighter and easier.I don't know what to do.God..Please guide me??

Last Wednesday was Drama Competition.It was..can I say..Fantabulous! 2B was great.Yea,we had arguments and all but it turned out great.So congrats to all actors and prop assistants and Imani our beloved director!! Hugest Congrats to Farina for bagging the Best Actress trophy.2U won overall but their Drama was great.It was nicely planned and hysterical! Congrats to Nura cos she won Best Actress in A Male Role! You truly deserved it! 2P had really nice backdrops and sets but they got 3rd placing which was great cos we knew the did their best.2A had nice costumes and the actresses were very good.Maryam and Farihan looked so damn cute.And Adha could've won for Best Voice!Sadly,no such category.They did not win.But it was a great drama with unique styles nonetheless.

Today.Sigh.I feel like they never give me chance to make up with em.Why can't we forget the past? Why?? Why must it happen to me? I know your in a squad and all that,but you have other responsibilities too you know.And I feel like you are one of em.Like,you've really change.But what the hell? Everybody's on your side.Who wants to be on mine?? I mean yea.I made a mistake.But umm..im a human being.Not a Stepford Wife kayh! Don't EVER expect me to be perfect.And some people feel left out and upset with you.I love you and all..but you've got to share some of the love in you with other people too.

Mwahxx..
_*diena*_

Its Not Over Yet

2006-04-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hey..I had such an eventful week oh God.I quit.Yerp,I quit the cheerleading squad.And I know lots of people want to know what the reasons are.Well,to be honest with you,the main reason is I cannot keep up with you girls.You girls are really good.I know I can Improve but my pace is way to slow and I get stressed out when I feel like I cannot do something properly.One more thing is that I'm not happy when Im in the squad.Its not the people,its just me.I mean,I love everyone in the squad.You girls have been so nice to me.But this doesnt mean I stopped liking cheerleading.I LOVE cheerleading!! Love it! Maybe,just maybe I'll tryout again in years to come if given the oppurtunity.Maybe then I'll be a lot better then now.Who knows....??

Adele deserves the best and you girls are the best.I have full confidence that this year will be Adele's year.Have faith in yourselves kayh.I'll miss cheering with you girls.I've learnt so much about cheer.Thank you to all the girls and good luck.I'll go for cheer comp as a supporter!!!!

mwahxxes
-diena-

Of Cheers,Tears and Pride

2006-03-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

Cheers,tears and pride.Probably a weird combination isn't it.Well,I know i said i made it to the squad.But now my position is being jeopardised.I know that I am not improving.But im trying.So,so so hard.They of course did not say anything bout it.But i know it.I know that if im going on at this rate,I know taht I will be kicked out.I don't need telling cos I know.Im trying to be sharper,stronger and what not but its not easy.I did push ups and sit ups which I don't even know about before.I love cheerleading and Im trying hard.Sometimes yea,I break down.I just do.I don't even know why.Maybe cos i feel like Im worthless.Not just that,now I feel like Im a horrible friend.An awful friend.I know people see me and M as best friends.But lately,its like she does'nt want to hang out with me.I havent forgotten bout her.Never did.But I spend lots of time with her and I feel like I need my own space.Which is why I spend time with C.God,its so unfair my life and i have nobody to blame but me.Its just so hard for me to give every single human being equal love and trust.Even F and A look like they don't want me around.Am I that horrid of a girl? I mean honestly.

Today we had Drama semifinals.I was soooooo nervous(and I wasnt even Acting!).None of the actors were ever serious at practises.But finally!!!!!! We did a great job and Im mighty proud of it.Really proud of it.Of all of you girls.MU,A,F,you guys did brilliant..I almost cried myself.Its a sad story actually.Even Pn.S cried!!! I know how awesome u guys are now.Hope we make it to the finals!!!!!!! You deserved it.Its brilliant.Everything was oh so awesome!!!! Good luck!! My love,luck and hopes are with you!! &hearts &hearts

Lovesiess
_diena_

Its An Emotional Thing

2006-03-06T08:05:00.000-08:00

Hi there! Its been almost a month now isnt it?? Yea,so many things happenned last few weeks and it happenned too fast that I barely have enough time to put it on paper (or in this case,page).I went for Aweens party and its totally awesome!!! I loved it.I was really kinda shy at first then I got crazy too!I made and met new people too.As you people can see above there is a word 'Emotional'.Last cople of weeks I've been really emotional.See,I had to sit for my math paper that day and I was doing some last minute revision.I did some Math questions and most of them no wait,all of em' I got wrongs.Here is the pattern : Did.Checked.Wrong.Did.Checked.Wrong.And I dunno why I broke down.I just cried with all my friends looking at me.I felt like I was worthless,Like Im really stupid and dumb and useless.I mean,I studied soooo hard.I just couldn't do it.I don't know if I was stressed or what.I just cried.My friend the brought or walked me to the bathroom and a million faces stared at me.It was before school.They stared!! I was like 'Leave me alone!'.After answering the Math test,my other friend who was really good in Math counted her marks using the calculator.I checked with her and I only got 10 out of 30.Then,I had a REAL emotional breakdown.I just cried.I've never really cried in school.But at that time,tears started pouring out of me.I was so upset/dissapointed/angry at myself.My friends said I was going to do okay.But I did'nt.I failed!!Just *failed!*I cried.I just feel useless.But now Im okay.I just have to work harder.a lot harder then i want to.I have to.Because I don't wanta be a nerd but Im not going to leave Cheer Adele bcoz failing Maths.I can do it.Question remains...Will I make it through the rain?

_Diena_

Woman,Get.A.Life!

2006-02-19T06:14:00.000-08:00

Gawd!! I havent posted for a while huh.Busy baby thats me.I had a tough week this time.So since I have lots to write..I'll make separate posts.You know,last Friday Miss **** totally knocked my nerves of my veins.(What are veins??).No..make that Monday.Well she was teaching us KH and then asked for our books.Like,she checked em one by one.She flipped.I forgot to write my answers and she scolded me like my work is not neat or something.Its like..I FORGOT!!!! Im sorry damn it!! She was like 'Medina..dah la calon pengawas.Bla bla!!'.Im like 'GAWD woman! Thats why Im the CALON say it agn CALON pengawas!!!!'.And then Celyn forgot to bring her book.Miss **** shouted like crazee.I mean..Its like Cel has a lot on her mind.Its not like she purposely forgot to bring her book.Average,Cel leaves her book at home once a year!! Once..Evn that's rare!!!Then she was like 'Apa ni Celyn? Dah la prefect.Bla bla!!'(*Her BM SUCKS!!*)Im like umm..'She's a prefect.Not a robot.Prefects make mistakes coz you know why Miss ****?? Coz they are HUMANS!!! Thats HEW-MEN!! And Miss **** you talk too much waaaaay too much and I know ur a Penolong Penelola Petang and whatever but you talk TOO MUCH.You and the microphone should get married sometime.Talking out marriage..she is single.You can probably know why by now.Last Friday,she scolded me for not clipping my hair and not tucking in my shirt.Its not like I could help it.She threatened to cut my fringe.You have no right whatsoever to cut my fringe.My fringe does'nt make me look messy.Its behind my ear and it was NOT as long as some other peoples'.(You know who u are).She asked if I had a pin.Im like 'Hello!! If I HAD a pin,my hair would not be like this!!!)And you wanna cut my fringe?? Uhh,you better have the number of A' Cut Above coz only they do my hair.So..in conclusion..I dislike you Miss Flat Chest!!!! I hate you!!! And..gurl...I ain't the only one here.
I rest my case.

Luvs..
_Diena_

Thankful

2006-01-27T00:03:00.000-08:00

Hi..its been a while and I have loads to tell! First up,last week,I went for cheerleading tryouts.Nervewrecking? Hell yea!! We were given a cheer clinic where they teach you the motions,jumps and chants.Obviously,cheerleading is not about girls in skirts and its not about popularity.Its about being hardworking,trustworthy,responsible, and comitted.Cheer clinic was conducted by the Adele cheerleaders! I went with M and my weakness is definitely my voice.I mean deep voice?? Say what?? But cos I really wanted this badly like I would die to become a cheerleader I tried my best to improve my voice!!! I practiced so daymned hard at home at 2 days later was the real tryouts.We tried out in pairs and I went with M.The judge was ex-CBN'ers I think.We had to show our motions,jumps,and voice.Scaaaaary!!! Then we had to perform a routine.I did the song 'Don't Cha' by the Pussycat Dolls.I did not prepare a routine.At all.Its like impromtu speech in dance form.At least it went alrite!!! But after that,I just totally broke down cuz Im afraid my best was'nt enough.I wanted this like crazy.I smiled and all.But I can't help myself.I felt angry,dissapointed.So I went to the canteen and cried.Tears started pouring.S and M said I did good but I was too upset.Its Adele we're talking about and there is no room for mistakes.I know it looks like Im not really serious bout this but Im like dead serious.And today,they announced those who got through.I MADE it!!!!! I did it! On my own.Im not being a complete show off or anything but to me cheering is HUGE.Its a dream.I made my goal.And I actually achieved it!!! Im happy,proud and mostly,THANKFUL.To everyone,my parents,friends 4 their everlasting support and of course all cheerleaders that conducted the cheer clinic.I wanted to cry.But I held on and kept my cool.Today we also had Hari Membina Azam.During the singing part,I cried.Like,really cried.Tears started falling like rain.I guess it was the lyrics of the song.Touching and made me feel so proud of myself.I have improved so much this year.I had my confidence up.Im determined.We sang 'Greatest Love of All','Hero',Gemilang' and some others.Thank you to everyone who made this year and last year so meaningful!!!

I love every single one of you!!!!!

**Diena**

P.S,Congrats to M for getting to be a cheerleader and Tons of Congrats to A on becoming Adele Captain!!!!!!

School's Cool

2006-01-09T01:33:00.000-08:00

Hi..Its been a while now isnt it?? Anyways,new school year has started.New school year calls for new resolutions.I have to admit,this year's resolution is almost the same as last year.Except,this time 'round,I'm more determined to achieve it.I particularly want to make the cheerleading squad.I have to.I've worked so hard my whole life.I practised my splits,my cheers,my chants,my dance,my weight,my all.Its something I was born to do.As usual,the strive to be more beautiful,intellectual and perfect tops my list of to-do.I think my mission to become more confident is working too.I feel happier now.A lot happier and I feeel blessed.Im very contented with my friends whom I love and my family whom I care.I joined the Maths and Science society.I know!I know! Its not like me to join such club.Im more of a Artsy,Language,Drama kinda girl and my whole life I swore never to join Maths and Science for it is labelled as GEEKY.But my friends are in there and I like the teacher so I thought,'Why Not?'.Its worth a try huh? As for my love life,Im not worried and Im not looking for a boyfriend.I couldnt be bothered.Besides,my lifes already perfect and glamorous and I don't need a naggin,attention looking, needy boyfriend to ruin it.My steppies birthday was on the 7th.I have not found a gift!!!!! I'll go look for one.See ya'll later.Im tired,sleepy and more.

Bringing love,joy and peace,
_*diena*_

Party Princess

2006-01-02T02:15:00.000-08:00

Hi!!! God,Im really busy now days.Sigh...Anyways..New Years Eve party at Nikko Hotel was beyond awesome!! The decors,the ambience and the music was all absolutely wonderful!! I had a total blast.Yea,I went with my gran,but,oh what the hell,I love heer and she looked glamorous last night.I have to say,I looked gorgoeus too.Black slinky skirt and black tube with glitter and pretty butterfly earrings..I looked really beautiful.Im not a show off its just that I feel really happy and thankful to be a lucky,lucky girl and I have had everything I ever wanted.And it feels good.I stayed a night at Nikko Hotel too.The experience was lovely since every year I stayed in Mandarin Oriental and I miss MO.I seriously don't know what Im sayin now.Being at Nikko made me feel like a princess coz people open the door for you,smile at you,do things for you too.Urmm..not that much to post I guess.Anyways to all my friends and all thepeople out there....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!! HAPPY 2006!!!!!!!

Bringing Love,Joy,and Peace,
_**Diena**_

P.S.FIREWORKS WAS BEYOND BEAUTIFUL AND BREATHTAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Birthday Girl

2005-12-19T13:49:00.000-08:00

Hi!!! Yea..Im really happy today I guess since yesterday was my birthday and I had a great party.I did'nt really got everything on my wishlist but what the hell I loved evrything I got and it was more than enough.Im really happy.Feels good when you how much people love and appreaciate you.And its even better when your loved ones are all around you like my family and my Aween.Well..we ate Nasi Kerabu.I don't know how to eat it so I ate it like normal Nasi Putih.Haha.Talk about being a 21st Century Pampered Girl huh!! Anyways,some guest arrived late so we had to wait for them and only ate when most of them had arrived.Little did know it was my birthday since we did'nt tell them.Don't wanna pressure them into getting me something.Even Aween came late!!! At least she came.Well,he came a lot later.As in after I opened my pressies and blew the cake.Oh yeah,the cake was AMAZING!!! Im not talking bout the taste,Im talking about the appearance of the cake!!! Its so pretty!!!! It was creamy white with little hearts all over it and to daisies on top of that!! Haihh..Its wonderful..My presents..Aween bought me a delicate skirt and a pair of earrings frm Axxezz,my dad and steppie gave me tons of beautiful gifts and his family gave me a handbag from Guess!! Its really cute.I also got more earrings and a musical box with a ballerina in it!! Its really pretty.The elders watch soccer and they shouteed when a someone scored a goal.The ladies talked about their shopping trip to Bangkok.Above it all Aween and I talked about girl issues that mainly contains guys.Thinking back both Aween and him moved on nicely.That is because they both avoided eye contact and both shut their mouths.She mainly talked to me.We took tons of pictures too!! Both me and Aween had our pucs taken ever since we were little kids!!....So what else..tomorrow Im goin out to celebrate my birthday with my friends.Okay so I guess its all until here only.I will update very soon.Oh and I wanna say Thank You So MUCH to everyone for making yesterday a magical night for me.Yes everyone from my darling maid to my dearest Grandmother!!! Also to all family members for your kind thoughts..Thank you!!!

Love you all..
_*Diena*_

Birthday Wishlist...

2005-12-11T03:13:00.000-08:00

Hola mis amigos!!!! Haihh..So right now Im in Brunei,for the reason of..oh,forget about it.My flight leaving around 11.30,so at least I got time to update this blog.Brunei..its not great really cuz I definitely think KL is much more..umm..happening.Anyways,this week nothing ever happened so you may find my updates slightly boring then the past.I bought my schoolbooks already and I really want to get a headstart in reading them but I just can't! Looking at the covers make me want to faint.The 18th is an impportant date for me.Its my birthday!! Im turnin sweet 13!! So I made up a birthday wish list since I have nothing better to say in this post.

-->Birthday Wish List<--

*Pencilcase
*School Bag,Plain Colour.
*Charmbracelets
*Wallet (Roxy)
*Nice Kaychains
*Necklaces,with one simple pendant
*A new Nokia Handphone
*A new handbag from Guess
*Anything Harry Potter
*A trip to Paris/London
*Passes to meet Dan Radcliffe
*New glasses frm Vivienne Westwood
*A dress from Escada.
*Money
*Camera
*That new Happy Diamond Chopard Watch in red
*Shoes..more dramatically,Heels..

Okay..there is so much that I want,but I'll stop here.I gotta go now darlings...One more thing,the day/date on the posts are sometimes wrong.I don't really know how to correct them.Bye!!!

Love you all out there!!
P.S, Congrats to Miss Iceland,Unnur Birna for winning Miss World!!!!!!!!!!

_**Diena**_

Not The Worst Week...

2005-12-06T17:30:00.000-08:00

Hi,good morning folks!!! I have to say that this week is not the worst week I had.Last Sunday I went to KLCC with Khalis and Marissa.Oh those darlings..They are the sweetest girls you can ever meet.I tell you.I went to see Harry Potter with them again.Oh..Cedric!!! Why must you leave this empty soul alone???Anyways,after the movie we went to Isetan and there was a sale.Isnt that just Awesome???? I bought this dangly belt or whatever you call it at only 15 ringgit.Its crazee! I noe right..I dunno what but sometimes I can't stand my cousin.He plays badminton in the house!! What if the ball hits the chandelier??? He hogs the computer,and he plays Very roughly with my dear lil cousin.Eiiik!!! And he never seems to know how to use the cutlery when we eat somewhere expensive!! He is not polished at all!!! Haihh...Some people.He eats a lot but he nvr put on weight.Never!! And he thinks that I noe EEEVVVEEERRRYYYYthing about Harry Potter.I cant stand it like that you know.Amyways,not a long entry this time around..See Ya...

_**DieNa**_

P.S Happy Birthday ANDREA!!!!!

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!!!

2005-11-30T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hi!!! Oh dearie,what a night.Yesterday night I mean.My auntie had a birthday party and the guest were just family and 2 family friends.Of course,my bestfriend came too for her house is less than a kilometere away.And then her ex-couple came.Im not gonna say ex-boyfriend came cuz Im not sure of they're status.I noe they are ex-es.His family was our family friend.So,my gurl was of course,in a state of i-have-to-avoid-him.I meant 'I' as in my gurl.So they both sat at a seperate table.She sat with me,the wonderful me.She was close to going back when I persuaded her to stay.(She had no choice).And it was okey at 1st cuz they both ignored each other.Later,we(me and her) went up to my room leaving the crowd downstairs.He was with the adults.And her phone rang.9 missed calls.I think it was 9.From him.She ignored.And everything was back to normal.She taught me how to bridge.Which I succeded.And then he called.She put him on loudspeaker.Which he has no idea of.It was fun actually.She talked.And talked.And talked.And still talked.She gave me weird expressions as if to say 'Why-is-he-still-talkin?'.Then she hung up.He called.And called.And called.And kept callin.She pretended to accidentally reject the call.Haha.Then we had a great laugh.Finally she said to him that she came to my house to hang out with me.Because she missed me.And he gave up.It was fun to tell you the truth.Then she went back and did not bother to say good-bye to him.Haiihh.Thats us gals.We live to have FUN!!! Okay.So the party so far was good.Food was nice.I baked a brownie.Hahaha.I swear Im never going to go into the kitchen again!!! I hate cookin.

Gurls are forever,
Guys are whatever,
When it comes to the worst,
My gurls comes first!

muahxx
Luv you ppl..

**_dina_**

*All facts and story above are correct at time of printing.Any mistakes are purely coincidential**

The Preview was Awesome!!!

2005-11-24T19:40:00.000-08:00

Hi!!! Im like so sorry I didnt post for a while cuz Im like miles away frm internet connection.So anyways,I've got lotz to tell you.Last Tuesday,da 15th Nov I think,I went to the Special Preview of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.When I was there,everybody dressed up their best in Yule Ball costumes,Witches Outfits and all that.Feels great juz to be there.There was tons of cameramen,press,media,even local celebs like Naz.The movie started at about 8.45 or so.Before going in,we were asked to deposit all electronic devices and even had a spot check.Oh! It was all so worth it cos the movie was a bomb!!!! It was fantastic!! Characters and special effects was very nicely done too.Juz watching in da movie was MAGICAL!Opening was the greatest cuz it felt as though we were transported to the realm of Harry Potter.I suggest u guys go watch it immediately.Im going again wif Khalis soon.Other than that,I bought the book Bergdorf Blondes which was a very pleasant read.Its a good chic-lit kind of book.My cousins birthday party was held last Sunday.It wasnt fantastique,but its okay for a 4 year old I guess.What else..Hmmm...Yea..fariz went for a holidsy todsy.And I was stuck in Klang for a week!! i hate that place.Well,I hate everywhere dat does not have internet connection.I dunno why I hate that Place and I hate Them!!! Maybe because Im too used to being pampered.Im not the spoilt rich girl or anything its just Im not used to cleaning my plates and setting my own table.But you really can't blame me on that.Anyways Im going to watch Potter Movie again and Im going to get my Christians friends Christmas pressies.Got to go now..Ciao..

**Diena**

2005-11-11T00:30:00.000-08:00

I Shall Be a Princess.....

2005-10-15T17:46:00.000-07:00

Hello....Long time no write ya....I wasnt really busy actually..But my comp is down..so..go figure.I was also very sick reecently....cant even talk rigght and stand straight....Im in da choral speakin comp....I used to think it was a bit geeky...but..Its not bad really...Although I cant believe Pearline's position is in front....Yes, dear I do Hate her.....I dont want her to die....but...I juz dont like her....I cut my hair....my mommy says its nice..I say....Well...I am a princess...so...I guess its pretty nice...A princess always are....I dont have much to say actually.....I really hope Michelle and Alia patch things up....Its weird seeing them so far apart...Neways..I really cant wait for Harry Potter 4...looks awesome....I guess thats all..kay....

bye...Mwahxx..**_dina_**

Ur Going Overboard,Both of You!!!!!!!!

2005-10-01T20:41:00.000-07:00

Helooo....its been almost 2 weeks since I've posted anything,huh...What to do...exam week dey...I think I did pretty well this time around cuz' i have more confidence....And school is kinda cool nowadays...Im closer to Michelle now than before...We got loads in common...but Khalis is still my bestie!...That Pearline girl!!! I wannna kill her...She's so full of herself..Full of jealousy..Betrayer...Back Stabber...Bad mouther....Two faced...in other words...I HATE HATE HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...I mean she borrrows ppl's cash...nver wanna give back..and kicked out a girl from her team..The girls' got Severe Period Pains..give her a break la.....IEEEEEEEEEEESSSHHH....HATe you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...She acts like she is freakin great...That other girl A, can you pls stop kacau-ing Michy???? She hates it but u nvr understand!!! Let her live her lyfe la!!! Haihh...this ppl....ntn else to do ke???

On the other hand, Me,*****,and Michy are goin' to catch a movie and go shoppin' this Monday!!..Can't wait...It'll be soooooo cool...I think I wanna treat them for the movie...To repay their fab frenship..( but its un-repayable!!)..Im dead bored rite now...ntn to do!!!...Exam finish!!!! WEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! Im freee...I wanna buy nu storybook,Watch movies,Go online..Plan burfday...tralalala.....

Thats all i guess...I'll update as soon as possible

Mwahxx,,,Luv all of you guys out there..(xcept Pearline and A)
Diena

P.S, Fariz,I miss u,come back frm S'pore!!!
Farah Hanis,I miss u too!!!!!!!!!!

Can She Please Change?

2005-09-16T11:13:00.000-07:00

G'morning...well if you refer back to 'Is He My Prince Charming',well my friend actually got the wrong news..misunderstanding,really...but I've got better issues to talk about than that.First up,I thought a lil' sounding will make her a better person.Obviously not! She's getting worst,i tell you.I mean being upset at me juz bcuz I sat in her place??..Umm,wake up call! This isn't an era when Japanese kill you for not sittin in ur own place!! Yiessh...Neways,Im kinda proud to be a 1B student.Its havoc,true,but come on..we are soooo happenin!!!We've got very funny monkeys all around!..I think its cool....I have a birthday party to atend this Sunday..You think I should go??..Maybe.She is my friend.What else..exams comin',Im studyin',Its deppresin...Waoh...Homewerk pun lots...Thats all i think..not much rite..so..Oh,ya!..Good Luck to Celyn on ur prefect probation...Byez..See ya..
Mwahxx,ppl!!! _**diEnA**_

P.S Happy Birthday to my dearest Farah Imani!!!!!!

Is He My Prince Charming?

2005-09-12T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hello!!..Quite awhile sincce we've met huh?..Well..Im very busy myself.I have exams coming out and Im working very hard.Harder now.To finally understand my Math.Well,thats da way it is.Hey..You know,my bestfren told my close fren in CBN that my crush actually liked me.Wonder why she did'nt tell me earlier though....Wierd..But strictly wonderful!!!!!...He is soooooooo cute!!...Okok..Enough there...What else...Oh yeah,yesterday in class,Me,Celyn,Michelle and Imani had a heart-to-heart session..Oh,so sweet!!!...Umm...you 4 gals, I'll always support and care for you ok...Mwahxx all of you...Lagi...Piano lessons was dreadful...Can't believe it was that hard..To Celyn and all you gals yg under probation to bcum prefect..I wish you Good Luck..you gals are good..Not much tis weeek i guess...Ok...Bye...Mwahxx..Love ya'll lots...Aween..long time no see...and..Live Life and Stay tough..._**diena**_

P.S. Happy Birthday Aryff!!

Just Let Da Princess Live...

2005-09-01T20:53:00.000-07:00

Good evening..well..today..I dare say its my worst day ever...You see, I was chosen as prefect..and I passed the two interviews..now its the last step..I have to give a speech that will convince people to vote me...The thing is,now,I don't think I want to be a prefect.I mean..its a tough decision,true,but..I don't think I want to handle that much of a responsibility.I don't think I can.I may have dissapointed some people,but...Im following my insticts.To me, its a lot better not to do something at all rather than doing it half-heartedly.And my friends say that I can do it,that I am capable...but..deep inside,Im not convinced..with myself.Its stupid,I know..but I think that its for the best.Its really touching that my friends believe in me.You guys are the best.Definitely the greatest.Im teeling Pn.Lalitha about my quit issue tommorow.Friends..u gals/guys rock my world.I love all of you..Especially..

Aween-my fashion consultant Khalis-my lil' angel Marissa-my trusty fren
Celyn-my financial adviser Imani-my counselor Amanda-my cute clown
Lisha-my lawyer Michelle-my twin Denise-my cool chick
Intan-my artist Carven-my cutez Nithyaa-my rock chick
Hanis-my tough babe Andrea-my dance idol Angel Sara-my loyal gal

And all of my other friends that I have not mentioned..there are no words to describe you for you are smart..beautiful/handsome..humourous..nice..kind and so much more...I am always there for you...bye..goodnite..

_**diena**_...to Celyn,Imani..thanx for supporting me with my decision..god bless you...Muacks..

The Princess is Stressed!!

2005-08-27T01:47:00.000-07:00

Well well well....i see we meet again..so,umm..this time im lettin it all out.That i cannot stand my mom's side of the family.Look u may think Im bad and all that,but bottom line is..I CANT STAND THEM.I cant stand the fact that they always talk religously,the way they are so into local singers..,the way they like S.N and that AF3 guy(god knows what his name is).I cant stand the fact that they must tell me what to do and what not to do.They are not cool..none of them are(except ma mom).They are never ever up to date wif fashion and entertaintment.Ieeshh...hate em' so badly man.And my dad's side..it couldnt get better..grandparents,aunties,uncles are hip,hot and happenin'.My TW reads the latest magazine (vogue,bazaar)..watches the latest movies(dukes of hazzard)..they are wonderful!!!!!! .The hols are almost over.I like so hate that.Back to good ol' studies.And im in a beauty pageant and im nervous.soooo nervous.yeap.One more thing y'all, Harry Potter movie trailer is almost out..so go and watch it at gobletoffire.com.Its a good one,really.Exams are coming and im trying to study.Imani if you are reading tis' pls bring ur Lemony Snicket 2 on Monday.I bought a pair of earrings and a hairclips at RM150.and a matching necklace at RM350.Lotsa cash gone..but what the hell..girls just wanna have fun.From what you have been reading lately..you might think im a bad girl.Truth is im just stressed and wanna let my feelings out.And im a nice and friendly person.But got PMS lately..so..you gals would understand.Neways,if you guys/gals watch CSI,then you probably would know how hot Carmine Giovinazzo and Eddie Cahill is.(Danny Messer & Det.Flack)
Nitez..im really tired and its really late...so..goodnite..luv y'all.._**~Diena~**_

P.S, congrats to Allie LaForce on winning Miss Teen USA!!

Studies...so far..

2005-08-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

goood morning!!...As most of you know,im studyin' in convent bukkit nanas...and its not easy here...lotsa competition on being da best..so..i think from now on..im gonna manage my time better...instead of being waaaay back of my studies..im a good student just not a damn goo err..'study-er' like Celyn..Imani..or even..say..umm..Michelle..so..maybe i'll still be the girl who cares about her appearance..or the crazy shopper...but deep down i nkow i can do it...its just a matter of trying...and it ain't hard to try...it will be a goal i can achieve....and i don't really like being a scary-cat and a person who can't stand on her own two feet..or speak up for herself..truth is..i CAN..and if nobody believes me...at least i believe in myself...and that is good..after the hols...i will be a new person..i'll probably still be shy...but its okay..it'll be fine...if i fail..at least i tried...luv you all out there...god bless you..**_diena_**

Prefect..me??..you gotta be kiddin..

2005-08-15T11:05:00.000-07:00

Aloha!!..i have'nt been posting for quite a while now..im very busy m'dears...anyways...im heartbroken...that person likes that that freak..aah..im better than her..but i'm cool..life goes on,huh..i was one of the gals hosen to be prefect...but...i don't think i'll get it..(even though i should..)..they dun seem too impressed...and about me..being too soft...i have beaten up a guy before...amazing,no??...and i prefer to be this way rather then somebody im not...and im perfectly happpy juz da way i am...what else...yea..today..is Monday..meaning..i can go shopping...(oh my god..i'll finish all my money!!!)..my dad juz bought me a house..a condo actually...since im only 13...its now under his name...lastly...get well soon to baby Fariz..diena sayang you...to all my friends..'i miss ya'll...i love ya'll'....ciao...!!! _**diena**_

the whole week...

2005-08-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

hello there..its been almost a week since i've posted anything..lets see..oh..the banner..how could it be too childish????..its da kids(me and frens)who are drawing it..why don't she(headmistress) do it herself?????yie....!!!!!!!!..im lik sooo pissed...anyways..S is like sooo getting on my nerve..she says i bring bad influence!!!! juz because her so called friend is now my best friend...i like so wanna **** her...why give a damn about me???..i'll kill her!!!..that girrl..she puts da B in b****...its really bad i know..but arrrrgh!!!!!!!!here's a cheer for you S

F.U.C.K thats the way we spell ********...!!!!!!
Thats right..Go ********!!!!
A-Ha!!! Yeah!!!
(Girl goes on elevator..does a scorpion)
Fuck You!!!

Please do this cheer in a very cheerful manner..smile broadly..like showing support..bye!!!! please dun get me wrong,i don't always swear...luv all of u out there!!!!

Fantastic Four review........

2005-07-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

!hola!..i went to see fantastic four the other day..........and it was a very pleasent movie i guess..i mean i did not understand at first..but it gets better..miss alba's acting was very good..acting as invisible girl with a very mommy attitude..she did it better than in dark angel..as for the other characters..yes..they did a wonderful job..the human torch was hillarious..and the actor,suited the personality wonderfully..as for the villain,Victor,julian mcmahon did a great job..the stunts and visual effects were very impressive too..im not a comic-turned-movie fan..but this gets me going..the love between Susan and Reed could be better though..but all the same..take this movie as a fun movie..dun take it seriously...anyways...go on watch it..and have fun!!!! _**may-diena**_

Birthday Galore!!!

2005-07-23T11:40:00.000-07:00

hello..morning my dears.....yesterdays barbeque dinner was awesome!!! so much food..party people...ambience!!!cool!!!...so many birthday cakes!!! loves it..her pressies that she got were like great gifts that i cant realli afford!!!! haha...anyways..im watching Fantastique 4 today...what else..HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!!!

The Art Of Betrayal...

2005-07-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

betrayal....why must I be betrayed??!??...hit this: my friend,A,and i had a fight...so did my bezzfren M,both of us fought with A...so of course M and I talk about A...then..S wanted to join the conversation....but now A,M and i are friends..but suddenly..S told A everytin that i said behind A....S told me that M told A all da stuff that i said..how could u accuse someone of doing a bad thing when u are doing it?????!!!??......S..i hate u...i mean..its just wrong...yiesshh...im so upset!!!i guess we will have to wait and see what will happen huh,?..anyways...i got 94% for Sceince and im proud....and uhh..to amanda lim...HAPPY BIRTHDAY..MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!!! tomorrow i got barbeque dinner ....so i guess i'll tell you what will happen there rite..what else..me and michelle are gettin along finer than i thought...we got lots in common....2morrow also have to do banner for comm.service....me..community service..not a good match really...i will update as soon as possible....nitez........._**diena**_

Don't cry!!!!

2005-07-20T10:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday...pn wan sue cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all bcuz her ppl did not pass up their works...so sorry for her....i will be there for you!!..gran's b'day yesterday damn nice..food nice ..ambience better!!but the price..walliaou...something i would have to work hard to pay...parents..they give us money..without us asking for it..haha...anyways...wish i was in adat perpatih!!good..can get money!!!girls rock..ya noe!!!to all my friends..i miss u sooo much!!today maybe can go shopping some more!!!!! havent bought grans b'day pressie...._**diena**_ps:happee birthday a.min!!!

harry potter review.

2005-07-19T10:28:00.000-07:00

heelo...harry p.juz came out and yezz..it was awesome!!so many lovey-dovey stuff..my fave..yeah..dumbeldore died..as sad as i am,the book was amazing..and hard to put down!!!!..so..if u have waited 4 more than 1 year..its worth it..!!!anyways..today book check and i gotta help pn.wan sue..yes that cute,nice teacher..wish she was my sister.haahaahaha!!!i got school later...and got b'day dinner 2nite..for gran!! HAPPY 60'TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...I LOVE YOU!!!!!.. _**diena**_

im no survivor!!

2005-07-16T14:58:00.000-07:00

hi..oh my..yesterday was so awful..its raining,dark,almost 8,freezink cold..and im in school...!!! thank god for celyn and renee..or else!! but i acted cool...but insidey!!! yiessh..i prefer my friday nites 2 be filled with shopping!!..what will i be if im out on an island all alone?!?i called mom just to know if im gonna be alright...gran picked me up,like,finally!anyways..im in my gran's house now..mom picking up later...maybe we can go....SHOPPING!!!! have to get pressie for celyn anyways..bye!!!

hi..my first blog

2005-07-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

hello..im may-diena..im blogging here for da first time...so,i finished my testz..so pressure-ring..i got low marks for bm,i got 13/50 corrects in history.....i tried to study....but im packed wif dance,swimming,and piano lessons....i lurrrve cheerleading,gymnastiqz and emma watson and paris hilton....anyways..i lovve to shop...i live to shop...klcc and starhill da best...gucci,roxy,zara,and christian dior accesorries are really hot..i buy bazaar monthly....me likez butterfliyz as long as it isnt alive..puan jamilah very nice larr to day...puan zuraida so....yiessh....i dunno larr..sleepy edi....nitez***may-diena**

**englishroses**